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Sometimes we believe in certain people.. have expectations from them...
Some one said we should not expect.. but we are human.. and expectations and human go together..

There are so many complications in life.. and most of it is because of these expectations..
Be it professional .. be it personal.. these always have some value.. Its a different topic if we are able to meet other's expectation or not..

We might not be raising upto that level.. and when we dont and see the pain in our loved ones... we feel guilty.. and not go and advise.. don't have any expectations from me.. or nobody has ever had any expectation from me.. These are words of escapism...

When in a relationship.. be it parent child, brother sister, husband wife.. even in friendship.. we need to know that a little bit of affection is always expected... You need to be confident that when the whole world leaves me alone... my friend is always there for me...That is what is friendship after all... The confidence in the other person, the trust which you have on that person irrespective of whether the person will really do it for you.

What if there comes a situation you are no longer going to trust your friend... the friendship is off on a vacation.. probably that is the day, you realize, you did a mistake...

They say.. parents are by chance
friends are by choice

Times have changed...no matter what....
Sleep is but a luxury..
No need to get back home...becoz there is no one there waiting for you....not mom,dad gal friend or sis
Food....yikees..keep missing on that one...there used to be days i kept eating on and on...
Friends don't mean all that much as they did previously.....or just that Im loosing it..
Fun has lost its meaning ....
Work has taken top priority...
24x7 a day is not enough...
Get tired....and sleep...

Gone are those days i used to have lunch with frenz...
hang around with them every where in cbe....jobless.....
Speak with someone special and tell what i feel....what do i do when i have no one to speak to??
...nope...all i do is speak official talk.....is there something called a personal talk??(hmmm ..)
No social life...

My life is taking a turn....
I hate to depend on ppl...no matter what....even when it comes to some sacrifices..I will give up becoz i am use to it now a days....

The whole point of being here is finish my masters ( which i did ) and to work ( which i am doing now, am i justifying it??)

This is Different life...:D


Things you will learn when you get here...
It aint worth breaking down...becoz no one is there to hear to what you say...
Never take anyones shoulder when u need help...u are old enough to be on your own...
You are never given any priority.....in anyones life...
You dont mean anything to anyone here...

to talk,
to share my thoughts,
to fight,
to match my wavelength,
to console, to be consoled,
to cry,
to compete,
to feel jealous,
to create furore,
to blame,
to pacify,
to patch up,
to be a bridge of feelings,
to understand,
to be a part of me!!

I wish some one is not busy and some one didn't forgot me..