18 May 2006
Somewhere between the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about cRuSHeS and Boy friends and girl friends!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you"s, the "I love you"s and the "What are we doing tonight?"s
And somewhere between all of the changing and growing..
Somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes.. and the StUdYiNg for ExAm.. And the PRETENDING to "study" for ExAm (Like Me).. And the downright NOT studying for the tests.. I forgot -- I forgot what UnIvErSiTy was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck's coffee's, McDonald's, Hungry Jack, KFC.. paying bills and then not paying bills..... Making plans then breaking plans.... Appearing, Disappearing,then reappearing...
I forgot -- I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.. And that pretending to be sMaRT doesn't make you Smart I I forgot that you can't just forget the past, you can't leave your present in fear of the FUTURE..
I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe.. And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*
I learnt that I can LOVE.. I learnt that it's okay to MeSS uP.. And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's okay to feel like crap.. I learnt it's okay to CoMPLaiN and WHiNe to all your friends for a whole day..
I learnt that sometimes the things you want the most are the things that you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you. I learnt that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.. I learnt that TIME and LOVE can heal everything.. I learnt that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!.. but you learn to survive..
I've learnt that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those who you've lost! They too, are feeling the same way..
I've learnt that life's not easy, but its yours... And you have to live it.....
----------Courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to carry on in spite of it.----------
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you"s, the "I love you"s and the "What are we doing tonight?"s
And somewhere between all of the changing and growing..
Somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes.. and the StUdYiNg for ExAm.. And the PRETENDING to "study" for ExAm (Like Me).. And the downright NOT studying for the tests.. I forgot -- I forgot what UnIvErSiTy was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck's coffee's, McDonald's, Hungry Jack, KFC.. paying bills and then not paying bills..... Making plans then breaking plans.... Appearing, Disappearing,then reappearing...
I forgot -- I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.. And that pretending to be sMaRT doesn't make you Smart I I forgot that you can't just forget the past, you can't leave your present in fear of the FUTURE..
I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe.. And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*
I learnt that I can LOVE.. I learnt that it's okay to MeSS uP.. And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's okay to feel like crap.. I learnt it's okay to CoMPLaiN and WHiNe to all your friends for a whole day..
I learnt that sometimes the things you want the most are the things that you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you. I learnt that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.. I learnt that TIME and LOVE can heal everything.. I learnt that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!.. but you learn to survive..
I've learnt that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those who you've lost! They too, are feeling the same way..
I've learnt that life's not easy, but its yours... And you have to live it.....
----------Courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to carry on in spite of it.----------
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